amelhanan asked:
This is a nearly true account of my own depression. The real version, the one that I recorded in my blog, is that a black cat had saved me from my own attempted death. I am still suffering from trauma over the incident, mostly because I **** cats and I think God was pulling a cosmic joke on me of some sort at that time.
The song is “Nothing Can Be Explained” by Mike Wyzgowski.
And yes, I am still depressed. There are lots of things… lots of inexplicable things… that I can’t actually describe as to how they disturb me. End.
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25 responses so far ↓
1 St3pYaSelfUp // Nov 2, 2008 at 10:26 pm
when i was a kid.. I always thought, ‘why do ppl kill themselves?!.. Why is there crazy ppl in this world?!’
And i understand why.. Iv been suffering frm severe dep for more than 2 years.. Somewhat i managed to survived.. Though i dun find any points in this..
2 cigarmikey // Nov 5, 2008 at 8:30 pm
In all seriousness, percocets work for me, yeah it’s a temp fix, but I got kids and they have no time for me to slow up…. so yeah I know it makes matters worse but what could be worse than a drug which makes you happy and I only take 3.5 percs a day… not much, but enough to do jobs
3 Sjofugla // Nov 9, 2008 at 3:04 am
Ok, let’s change the negative tone of things for a moment. To all my fellow sufferers, if you could do one thing to escape your depression even for a few hours what would you do?. For me, I would like to stand on the moon and feel peace and silence then float among the stars and galaxies for a while.
4 amelhanan // Nov 10, 2008 at 5:06 pm
LOL! Okay, let’s get you some beer. I’ll buy you a beer. But let’s leave the poor comments at home, buddy. I know you’re bored.
5 boredkid444 // Nov 12, 2008 at 7:03 am
i need beer
6 boredkid444 // Nov 12, 2008 at 3:40 pm
HES TRYING TO CONVERT YOU
7 boredkid444 // Nov 13, 2008 at 10:27 am
WELL WHAT GETS U THRU EACH DAY
8 boredkid444 // Nov 14, 2008 at 11:52 pm
u should kill urself
9 CultCraze // Nov 17, 2008 at 7:34 pm
slaying350 = idiot
10 ledzepgurl // Nov 20, 2008 at 10:57 am
I’m sorry that you felt this way. I hated how I felt all the time, not able to find an answer as to why I was feeling sad all of the time. It seemed that the only way out was to die. I’m glad you didn’t die. I hope you feel better soon. I know how much it hurts
11 Zeina107 // Nov 20, 2008 at 12:36 pm
freinds and dont even remember the last time I was realy happy I was always made fun of in school and treated like crap I have feelings of sadness I had depression since I was 9 my parents never spent time with me my brother abused me constintly and my parents never did anything about it I never had all the time and watching anime is the only thing that makes me forget about my pointless life and I have abandonment issues and trusting issues I have no one I can talk too
12 kivikoproducshuns // Nov 20, 2008 at 9:30 pm
what if ur class hates you you walk nto public and u see ppl glaring at you THAT U DONT EVEN KNOW ive been running for at least 6 years i cant run anymore
13 kivikoproducshuns // Nov 23, 2008 at 7:22 pm
its getting hard to run from my depression it turns on and off in 1st grade i was depressed for 2 weeks then in 3rd 4th and 5th and half of 6th i was depressed and its happening again i no wat it feels like to feel u r alone no one cares the world would be a better place and the pain would stop if u just layed down and died but ur bodie wouldnt let u i no how much it hurts man
14 doyouwanttoknowmeeee // Nov 27, 2008 at 4:50 am
HIYAA amel hanan its a shame a gifted person such as yourself have to experience this crap and it is good too see you can carry this burden i hope you and all the others ofcourse can and will beat it at some point.
PS: nice writing on your blog
15 Melissa1920 // Nov 29, 2008 at 4:21 am
sucks right….:(
16 GoodFellah69 // Nov 30, 2008 at 8:54 pm
its so weird how easy it is to understand how depression works but yet so hard to fix it.
i think your video hits the nail perfectly and i hope it will help and inspire loads off people.
17 amelhanan // Dec 3, 2008 at 8:28 am
Sure245, it’s ok to be alone far from noise & people sometime. Take some time to sleep and gather energy from there. But don’t sleep too much. Have time to think about what’s happening and why you are feeling this way. Get someone really close, a family or friend that you trust, to talk to. Something is bothering you & you feel you need to get away from your life. Try to relax in somewhere quiet- go to a spa or library. Get help if you still feel like this after four days.
18 sure245 // Dec 3, 2008 at 5:29 pm
pls som1 give me some advice ive locked myself in my bedroom **** light and noise at the moment scared to go outside, wantto stay in here for ever. dont know what to do sensitive to light and sound at mo scared
19 amelhanan // Dec 5, 2008 at 8:32 pm
OK, Slaying350… you pull the trigger on your head first then we’ll decide if we want to follow some retarded fucktard like you.
20 Slaying350 // Dec 7, 2008 at 2:16 pm
Just shoot yourself. Go on. Pull the trigger. It’s not that hard. Do it. End your misery, forever! DICKHEAD! ALL YOU PEOPLE EVER WANT FROM ME IS MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MOOOOOOOOOOOOOOORRRE! JUST DIE ALREADY YOU MENTAL DEPRESSED FUCKTARD!
21 whensnowfalls72 // Dec 10, 2008 at 4:12 pm
he needs really advice not some ones shit
22 whensnowfalls72 // Dec 13, 2008 at 11:38 am
thank of the people that you will hurt. do you really want to hurt them that bad. i know how you fee,l i really do. if you run you only make it worse i wish i could tell how to make things better but the only advice i can give is think about the good thing in life even if it is hard.
23 sure245 // Dec 13, 2008 at 5:54 pm
hi ur not alone i felt like this on thursday night, cut my legs tried overdosing and then drove round in middle of the night with my lights off, why are we paining want a rubber and erase my past is this possible?
24 CultCraze // Dec 14, 2008 at 11:35 am
Love, I wish it was that simple, but it is not that way at all. Please have some compassion for those who endure this disease.
25 CultCraze // Dec 15, 2008 at 8:40 pm
Thank you so much for this video. It is sincerely nice to see something that I can identify with. I see so much of myself in this - so in a way, it is comforting to me. Peace and Love to you.
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